Mind Of A Sourcer

Friday, May 06, 2005

Changes for the better

Here I am online... Where u must be think?(maybe u dun) I'm now at Pacific Cafe @ Marine Parade... Why ? Coz I supposed to meet Ryan but he is with his family @ his brother's passing out parade because his brother complete his trade course as a Guardsman..

Well, now maybe a good chance for me to ponder on some stuff after I have spoken to a person whom I really admire. He have been in Christ for 8-10 years. Been through a lot ... the highs and the lows.... some are the real extreme.... My spiritual big brother....

He some how got to know things that happened in my camp and he had a talk with me during one of the lunch and somehow gave me a dress-down (loving one.. not hard) to enlighten me... All along I thought I was right with what I was doing.. What u may ask?? that is I murmur too much, trying to compare to achieve the best and many times I trying to please people and in the end I hurt people...

Many times I do the wrong things in the process of murmur. I don't strike a win-win suituation. I must come out with restitution to restore the friendship that I have sore. I really hope to have friends in camp and not enemy when I ORD.

My Prayer:
Lord! I come before you with broken and helpless.. Lord! I do not want to fight the war with my own strength. My flesh are weak but the enemy is strong. Give me wisedom as I handle my relationships and whatever come out of my mouth is praises and good works with sincerity. God, give me a loving hearth to love people more fervently. Let my presence be a good company to them that they are able to feel your presence through me. Lord! I pray that as I make restitutions and forgiveness from them, they will be open and accept me. Lord! Times maybe diffcult but u are alwaays with me like u are with david when he was on the run from Saul. Lord! help me to be like David even though Saul was after his life.. He din say bad things about Saul. He rely on your strength. Let your praises be in my mouth everytimes though times are bad. I give thanks for a friends and spiritual brothers and sisters beside me.
I pray this in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,
Amen!

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