IN HIS CLAWS !!!!

Today I feeling I'm suffering the claws of the monster that found me yesterday... It is torturing me slow.... The whole day don't seems right for me.... Cant concentrate on doing my things.... Today I found out that I lost one of my office laptop... Later did I found out that I have loan out and have sign wrongly the pervious time.... One of my debtor called up and told me that she is not happy with the repayment plan that was offered to her.. But how could I squeeze out any more money to pay her back......... I'm really end of my wits............

Tomorrow, my Madam is gonna on leave.. Hence, lesser things to do... but that lead me to have more time to ponder... but the more i ponder... the more I'm frustrated, lost and dis hearted......

I feel that I really lost the faith and trust of many people... maybe I have brought this to myself.. I really don't know wat to do....

"God, I'm desperate.... Show me a way!!!"