Penny for a thought........

Again went for my course @ STTS... Like any normal day... but today I really sleep alot in class coz only got two lesson to learn and after my instructor are not around... so left us in the class to do wat ever we want... man what else can we do?? Sleep..... At 5pm, my coursemate started to ask my IC to get my Sgt to ask him to let us go back.... Den my MSG kept saying wait... until like dun noe how many calls my IC made den my Sgt let us book out..... A riot almost strike out the STP office.....

I been pondering a lot on another matter.....whether to upgrade my PES status and sign on..... Upgrade? Ppl must be thinking I'm crazy.... Why upgrade when ppl are trying best to "chao keng" to downgrade..... But I really bored and sick of my camp... Nothing to do and everyday doing "sai kang" or called as fatigue duty..... I'm now trained as a Comms supply asst(Storeman) I want to do things related to my job.. Also being in the HQ .... Everyday I just go camp and den book out.... No exercise or Physical training... My aim for my life in NS is to lose weight to least 70 Kg... but at the rate I'm going .... With many tea breaks and sitting in office..... I dun think I can lose any.......rather gain.....

Why sign on?? Simple.... MONEY!!... I see my Sgt ... he sign on and he is drawing a quite a good pay and everyday just teach.... nothing.. And I also need to money..... I felt that I really cant survive on the miserable $350-$400...... With all the payback.. I left with nothing.... Wat should I do??

"God guide me oh lord"