Mind Of A Sourcer

Monday, January 31, 2005

Capacity Widen

Got home early today ard 1300 hrs... Today on half day off.... went home early to rest ... Took a nap.. So tired... sleep so soundly nobody disturb me.....

Left home again ard 1730 to meet Samuel and Joel (my Security ministry members) at Bedok MRT station and together we went to go for our Ministry gathering at Lennard Hse... We had a great time playing games and bonding together ... den YUM YUM... we had great food... the food was so nice.. got salmon, salad, clayfish, SPINIACH with mushroom(my favourite), many many more... Desert?? We had mango crep and fruits... What a wonderful and filling meal... we den continue to have games..

It was prize presentation and den after Pastor Derek shared the word. Somethings that struck us... that we can be contented but not satisfy... We are contented with our things what we have.. but we always move on from glory to glory... We should always go for a godly idea... Stay in the spirit..... We want to serve because we are a bond servant of God but not because we are fulfilling our responsibilities... I really want to rise up in my ministry but I must resolve my canal body... cruxify my flesh.. I been always waking up late... God give me more discipline and wisdom..... God refresh my mind and body.. fill me with your presences...

Really tired.. Got to go and slp... Good nite all

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Service day.!!....

LORD!! Here I am.. Serving you...

Woke up today... Straight to church... Serve in my ministry(Security)... Security is really a physical and spiritual demanding... Everytime, when I finish for the day.. I already deadbeat.... But today one of my leader shared... We should take pastor Kong as example... he serve everyday... Monday to Sunday... Weekend.. he preach for 6 services,... It is really not easy.. sometimes, when we look at our Cell group leaders... They are tired after CGL preaching.... what more for pastor.. but Pastor alway goes back to presences of God... I also wants to be like the leaders... Bigger capacity....

After serving, my cell group was ask my CGL to help in dialect church.. really tired.. But I want to serve.... Grab a quick "breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner" all in one... haha... with James...den after back to serve... really nice to see all the elderly..praise and worship God... though they are old.. but they are not limited by age... They had the freedom..(what pastor preached today!!)

After dialect church, we stayed at the cafe to fellowship for a while... (supposed to be a while...ended up 3 hrs...) hhahaha... But really enjoy it... We really luff till most of us got stomach cramp...haha....I really love my current cell group... rather in God's house and people... Felt that people are so real and sincere... Because MY GOD IS A SINCERE AND BIG GOD.......

REally tired... got to and slp... tmr got to book in ... BUT ... on half day off... tmr noon will be out..heheh.... evening going for my ministry gathering ... the whole ministry come together... that is gonna be fun...

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Peace and rest

Man...

Really tired... slept like a log ... woke up.... Oh no it's 1605 hrs .... LATE for cell group.... not really late.. but If take bus ... I will then be late.. hence took a cab reach in 15 mins from Geylang to Hougang... .. went for cell group... wow... Great... a bit off .. coz the guitar was not tuned properly..coz not in time to tune..hehe... opps... anyway.. learnt a lot today...

after cell group... went to visit Roger... Broke his arm... AGAIN!!!... same arm somemore..haha... Talk to him for a while and prayed for him.... Time check : 2200 ...... went home and check out some blogs..add a MTV to my blog .....

Got to slp.. tmr got to wake up early.... Serving tmr...

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Off Duty

Just came back from my duty.... So tired...

Wanna add in to the previous post...

Praise God!!! Shaun was discharge from TTSH on Thursday evening... He had a normal fever and was giving some rest...

But found out some thing regarding one of the guys in my camp... I treated everyone the best, love and as sincere as I could ..... but little did I know... This guy 'A' whom I always thought he is on 'NSF' side... is NOT!!!...

Got to know from one of the guys that 'A' told him that I was the one who cause all the NSF not able to report sick outside...But hey I'm the victim.... I only report sick twice and the 2nd time was big whooha... which I wont go into it.... but hey confirm it is not me that Lta Daniel make this rule.... 'A' told him that he is not gonna come contact or conversation with me unless it is total nessary... haiz.... WHY??? ....

Anyway.. I going to take a nap .. later evening got cell group ... can meet God's presence and feed on his word... mean time..... ****Yawn*****


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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Really lousy.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling really really LOUSY!!!!!!!!!!

The whole thing started like that.........

Received a call on 26 Jan 2005 at 0210 Hrs(exact time)....
Caller: Shaun...
Re: Admitted to Tan Tock Seng Hospital.
Description: Complaint chest pain and difficulty in breathing early evening.
Consulted A General Practitioner.
GP took his temperature... Reading : 37.5 Deg
Q&A Shaun and found out Shaun just return from Thailand
Sent him to TTSH for quartine to do test.......

Morning... Called Chief Clerk to inform regard Shaun case. Reached office... people look at me though I have committed the world biggest crime... telling me I going to be dead... Roll-call.. CC make a big fuse about Shaun informing me.. But HEY!!...STOP... How on earth Shaun going to inform CC at 2 AM? futhermore, he called LTA Daniel @ 3AM... in other words, he informed his superior.... CC keep harping that Shaun should call her ... why NSF like to call NSF to inform about things and not her?(She should know very well).... CC started to curse and swear upon Shaun... wanting to recommend 4 extra duties for Shaun... Wat logic? Keep saying NSF love to "chao keng" and report sick... But hey... Don't just because one tree is bad means the forest is bad too. People like Shaun is really sick with Chronic sinus (or some nose problem) that need a operation badly... She is gonna be happy if people just because of her nagging and keep mum of their sickness and till fall dead one day? Is she happy to have her own children being curse and swear by others?

She just make a fuss of me writing the incident report... I dun mind anyway most SAF documents have templates and not that really hard... But wat upset me is her attitude and way she handle? What care for soldier she is talking about? If she want to play rank... Den I can always bring it up to higher athorities.... Maybe the SAF hotline works... She is gonna retire soon.. can she be better and kind to NSF?? Can her words be more caring and less "sharp"?

After today, I giving my decision to sign on a second thought... I'm sure I going to meet more of such people like CC.. Am I prepared? Am I able to gonna show love and concern for such people?

Meantimes.... Tired.... **Yawn**

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

New Life

Today... marks a new birth of me.. not my physical but my spiritually....

Today is my baptism... It meants I am a CHRISTIAN!!!!!! Here i declare to the world..... I'm stepping out .. breaking out and shaking all the fear off me ... Hey Hey Hey!!! Ain't no giant gonna walk on my land... Ain't not city cant be saved!!!!! Here I come World... World SHAKER and a HISTORY MAKER is here..... Step a side!!!

Attached a photo for view... My buddy...



Saturday, January 22, 2005

1st CG Meeting for 2005.......

WoW...

Had 1st CG meeting for the year ....... So exciting.... Great games and great praise and worship.... Though we din have CGM but we met almost everyweek.... hehe... anyway... After that we went for dinner at a "zi Za" ..... great food too... but my wallet got a hole liao..hahahha...

Yester ... my CG went for cycling @ East Coast..but I din join... really tired... slept till 3 PM... Woke up... had a late lunch den after meet my CG for dinner at Parkway... Went to the supermarket to run some errands for my sister .... den home ....

But most exciting is ... tmr is my Baptism..... YAHOO!!! humm... got to slp early... if not tmr dun look handsome liao..hehehe... nite nite...

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Friday, January 21, 2005

Early today (Cont'd)

Cont'd with the previous post...

We met at Marche for dinner... den we met other like Jun Feng and Melvin and Damian.... WOW... Damian came in a brand new Nissan Cifero.. Super nice... Den I started to think..why some people can drive nice car at 18 and discussing about buy what car ? While I dun??? I really want to drive... Do u know? I ever dreamt of driving a car... not once but twice or more times........It felt so real.... me stepping on the accerator ...etc..... MAN!!!! When will be my turn to drive??? I don't have a Saloon car or sports car.. I just hoping for a Mazda 3... I'm happy....

Anyway.. We went to Cozy Bay... In total of 5 vehicles... den we went there for a drink and chill out... Talk about some officers back at offices and what we want to do in life.... Oh ya... Did I mention it is Chua's Bdae??? We force him to drink 4 btl of Corona.... One btl at one go.... wow..he is a good drinker...

Time check = 2320Hrs..... Left Cozy Bay... Den I, Damian, Kenneth, Sara, Melvin decided to go watch movie... Went to cinelieasure to watch Elektra... Not bad... really tired... Got home @ 4 AM.... Bath and knock off on my bed...

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Early today...

Home early today...

Left office ard 3.30 Pm to collect a peak cap for my one of my officer (which is not my branch).... Darn.... What to do ... I'm in a logistic role.... But what make me yuck most is that my ANNUAL stock take result got Zero.... It meant "0" error.... Work super hard for 1 whole mth... hope to get 1-2 Days.. only 1-2 days..... But din expect my Br Head say... "It is your job requirement"... So NSF are required to do all the stuff and "bowels"...so nothing like some Encouragement??? We NSF get such a pathetic allowance(I never agree to the word "PAY") of $350..... and do like a dog and cow.... and those regulars and officers just lay their "bowels" on us.. And we clear for them.and they themselves go shake legs or leave just like that......... WHAT IS THIS??? Why my Br head is like that???

Today.... Got back camp super early... 6.45 AM .. I already reached ..... And busy till 2 pm .... just for a workshop organised by other Br..... After the whole event...... their Br head gave them 1/2 day off...though is it a half day.... It is still somethings if it is stored up with other off-in-lieu.... I will be happy with even just a 1/2 day... at least i can store it for other day where I want to rest or sleep later... I can take off and rest ... Den they recommend to my officer... guess wat.. My officer told me ... our br is not so easy to take off.. so may not have... I was like ....WAT !!!! ARGH!!!!

Anyway... tried to cool my frustration with a thought of Sunday will be my Baptism.... YEAH.... and tmr is a public holiday where I can go out with my CG.... Haiz....

Going out to have dinner with my campmate at Marche to celebrate one of my campmate's birthday... yumm.. Yummm... oh.. ya.. got to lose weight.... Maybe I go grab a salard or wat.. but definately not beef or any meat.... I'm on a diet...

Oh ya.. got to update my resolution.. right back.... tonite if possible to update...


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Saturday, January 15, 2005

Chap 1.2 No programmes

Woke up today thought of going to chinatown to witness opening cemermony of light up of chinatown.... But end up with no one interested .. Left me and Jia Bao.. Till now I'm still considering of where to go............ Where??

Anyway... adding some links to my friends blog and my resolutions...

Considering of getting a website.... .... ..... .. . . . . . ..


Till later....

Friday, January 14, 2005

New Look for new year......

Hey...

Finally decided to change the layout and look for the new year... Enuf of black ...

Ok.. Yes.. I promised to put in my resolution.. but kinda tired and busy today.. hence have not thought.. ok .. ok .. by this week .. I promised...

BTW, I'm going for my water baptism on 23 Jan 2005 12PM @ CHC Lvl 5... Come and withness this joyous occasion with me....

Chapter 1.1 New Photo album.....

Alright.. finally got to use my com.. without fighting with my Bro... humm... fummy..today he never fight for the com...Anyway... Found a good site for photos.. uploads was never such a convenient.... http://www.webshots.com/ .... uploaded some photos http://community.webshots.com/user/winstonyip .... view it......

Anyway... my resolution for 2005.. will be out... Yes ... I know it has been quite long.. but..hey... Good things worth waiting for.... YA ?.... I promised... Tmr .. will be out... hot for the oven... ok... ?


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Tuesday, January 04, 2005


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Sunday, January 02, 2005

TaTa 2004 ............ Hello 2005

Well...

That's it..... 2004 is over... A chapter closed... filled with the introduction, climax and closing...... Filled with Mountain and valleys(I meant dark dark once)..... filled with laughter and tears..... Filled with Revelations and temptation..... Filled with dreams and reality ..... Filled with MY LIFE most importantly....

But now, I want to put the chapter aside to start writing my new chapter "2005"..... It will totally different new story line..... not gonna be "2004" part II or III.... but total new.... Bigger cast and bigger bangs and booms.....

Stay tune for the next trailer....

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Winston Productions Presents "2005" Directed by Winston Yip Produced by Winston Yip Music by Winston Yip Casts: Winston Yip Winston Yip Winston Yip and Winston Yip....